I've been trying to lose weight, but food is literally the only thing in my life that makes me happy, other than hard drugs, which I've been clean from for over two years.
I now a live a life of abstinence from basically anything that brings me joy.
I walk 2x a day with my dog and I cannot lose weight because of the food I eat and when I eat it. I do not like to eat tood when I wake up, I hate it. I wait many hours until I am starving and then do my best to make something to eat. I eat the majority of my meals 6pm or later.
I honestly don't think I can do this. I'm sitting here looking at this chopped chicken salad and realizing this will have to be my life for 2 years or more (I have a LOT to lose), and I KNOW I can't do this much longer this way.
At this point, I'd rather just eat what I want and die sooner, and that scares me.
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