The thought of having to buy bigger pants is triggering me

So my mom is toxic. There is no if/ands about that.

When I first joined a gym and I was doing weight lifting only, she thought my trainer was an idiot and didn't know what he was doing and insisted I add/do cardio instead.

Anyway I have a final job interview that I have to fly out for (yay!) and I tried on my pants and well they were snug around the belly and the thighs. I called my grandma ( who is actually nice and super considerate) and she offered to get me pants in a bigger size but the thought of having to do that just makes me want to cry and give up.

I have only been going to the gym since late October and I really don't know if I see a difference. I just feel a little defeated.

Quick things to consider:

Still eat like crap ( I am an extremely picky eater. Always have been) and I am working on my junk food habit and resisting cravings.

I have a history with ED and thus haven't weighed myself and I honestly don't feel comfortable doing that with the only scale in my mother's room

Any Advice?

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