Man, here I am thinking I’m doing so well. I’m working out 3-5 days a week for months. I’m eating low carb. So one bad day of take out or some Oreos won’t kill me because I’ve been working out and eating vegetables.
Then I requested bloodwork. Diabetes runs in my family, so I know it can be just the luck of the draw. But this sucks.
My gut is no longer “bloated” but just fat. My back fat hangs over my bra. I just let myself go and I have no one to blame but myself. Just because I can walk up flights of steps without being out of breath, doesn’t mean I’m healthy. I need to be more accountable.
I don’t want diabetes, I don’t want to be overweight anymore. I want to feel good about myself. I want to not feel so self conscious around my boyfriend when I get undressed. I just want to feel better and it starts now.
Thanks for listening.
32/F. 5’5” Staring weight: 190. First goal weight: 175.
[link] [comments]
source https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/rapp1o/one_more_elevated_a1c_and_youll_officially_have_a/
No comments:
Post a Comment