Hello reddit people. I used to be fat (17 stone 8lbs) now I weigh 10 stone 3lbs so quite skinny but healthy. I am 5 foot 11 male.
I have to starve myself on purpose because if I don't i gain weight. I have tried to eat more but I get fat. I've been through it so many times. Gained and lost weight about 10 times it is so tiring. I started starving myself in jail (don't judge for that please it was my past) because it was easier because the food was bad and they didn't force you to ever go to mealtime so I just stopped eating basically and just laid in my cell all day. Had no will to live but as i lost weight i started feeling better.
When I get out I carried on to lose weight. Now I eat two meals a day total is about 900-1000 calories. I drink a lot of water and coffee. I feel bad and tired a lot but I can't eat any more food because then I will get fat and unhealthy. My metabolism is bad or something because I can't eat a lot of food. I will never allow myself to go over this calorie limit of 1000 because it makes me feel bad and fat and then I give up and get even fatter.
Pls help I don't want to be obese again😂 I hate myself when fat I don't want to be alive. But starving myself is so tiring and I wish I could eat food , has anyone else dealt with this?
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