Long story short, I got sober from heroin and gained 80 damn pounds. I'm 5'7" and 232 lbs, which is the biggest I've ever been in my life. I spent all of my school years being made fun of due to my weight, and finally lost it my junior year of high school thanks to ADD and the stimulants prescribed to treat it. I did a great job of keeping the weight off with mild fluctuations here & there. I am now 30 years old and waddling into my 3rd year of actual obesity. I am so miserable that half of the time I don't feel like going anywhere. My significant other claims they'd rather have me fat & sober than thin & using, but I know they just want to keep from hurting my feelings. I was fucking hot when they first met me and now I'm...not. I literally used to turn heads and now I'm treated sort of awkwardly. I have to lose this weight by Spring 2022 or I fear I may slide into some old habits to deter the depression. I'm researching diet options and trying to see how I can work some gym time around my strenuous work schedule (which seems damn near unrealistic).
I just needed to vent. My thoughts about my weight have become obsessive and it's getting harder to get out of bed aside from going to work.
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