I put on about 60 lb over a really short period of time (like maybe 4 months) about 5 years ago. I was already extremely prone to getting stretch marks, but this rapid gain gave me huge and thick ones on my stomach. They are about the width of my thumb and even 5 years later still very purple.
I am about 10 lb away from where I started right now. But, I still feel like i look so different than I did when I was at this weight before. I imagined that I would go back to looking like I did 5 years, and I’m really struggling with the fact that I still look SO chubby.
I’m back in a healthy weight range albeit at the the top of the range, but before I looked a lot slimmer. Now I am much thicker in my midsection and almost look like I have an “apron”. It’s not loose skin, it’s just literally fat that won’t go away. I don’t look much different than I did 30 lbs ago because of it. I’m so mad at myself for gaining the weight in the first place. I have irreparably ruined my body and am just so sad that I will never able to look the way I did before again.
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