I feel worthless. Ugly. Fat. Disgusting.
I just had a binge eating episode for the first time in 2 weeks. I started with some icecream which led to noodles, corn dog and finally some cake.
I cant even look in the mirror after this. All I see is a fat, disgusting and unattractive person. I dont see anyone but a blob. I feel like my inner self is reflected on the outside.
Im at a loss for what to do. Why couldnt I have been pretty? Naturally skinny? Why did I have to look like this? I know it seems first world problem but it affects me greatly.
Sick to death of stepping in front of the mirror not seeing a skinny person smiling back at me.
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