Im a stay at home mom to a 6 month old. I was pretty obese pre-pregnancy (245lbs), but I didn’t gain anything until after I had my son. Most of my days are spent sitting and breastfeeding him, or sitting and playing with him on the floor. Breastfeeding has me absolutely ravenous, like I can just eat and eat and eat without feeling full. The only time I truly stand up and walk around is to tidy up, change a diaper, or cook.
A few friends came over last night and were drinking with my fiancé. In the morning, I ended up cleaning most of the mess. And I realized that after standing for 25 minutes, my lower back was hurting more than ever before. I could see some weight gain on my body, but this is the first time It’s sunken in just how hard my body is working to support me.
I never thought I’d be this big. Last time I weighed myself I was 270. I’m absolutely terrified that if I were to weigh myself today, I’d be nearing 300lbs. I’m embarrassed of myself to the point where I’m self conscious of what I look like while sitting alone in my living room.
I guess this is my come to Jesus moment.
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