I’m 26 pounds down and have about 20-25 more to go until my goal weight. I’m feeling pretty good. I was in the bathroom at a restaurant today and couldn’t believe how much thinner I looked in the mirror. I am fitting into clothes that haven’t fit me in a long time. I’m noticing more attention from people when I’m out in public. I honestly can’t believe I have lost all of the weight that I have so far. Can’t believe I’m really doing it and being at my pre-pregnancy weight or even my high school weight is at my fucking finger tips. I’ve come so far already and there’s no way in hell I’m going to quit. I’ll be there in the next few months or so. But will I finally be happy? Will the insecurity I have had for years about being overweight just go away? Do I really miss being skinny or do I just miss being young and I think being skinny will make that come back? I romanticize my time in high school and before having a child so much and I have been fat ever since pregnancy, so for like 3-4 years now. I just want to be skinny and young again. I’m only 24 but I feel hell of a lot older. I’m honestly scared once I reach my goal I’m not gonna feel as good as I’m expecting to.
Edit: just wanted to add that I’m hoping to hear others experiences after they have lost weight and how it changed their life and self esteem.
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