F, 5’9.
I had jaw surgery in June of 2020. Since then I’ve gained 76lbs. I gained weight even through the jaw surgery process (went from 160 to 180 with my jaw wired shut). Because of that, I never got to see how my face looked at a healthy weight. I was always 135lbs or less until I hit 20 and the PCOS and antipsychotics started. I slowly gained 25lbs and then the other 76 came really fast. It’s been hard, considering I used to be anorexic. I couldn’t find a balance in life between starving myself and eating a fuck ton of unhealthy food. My poor boyfriend endured it all. I was far too depressed to do anything about it so I just let it happen because I was planning on (TW) just killing myself anyway. The worse it got, the worse I felt. You can do the math of how much I weigh now. Anyway, today was my first day eating a healthy meal and going to the gym in months. My body is starting to fall apart because of the extra weight so I was in a lot of pain but I did it anyway and I plan on continuing to do it. I’m ready to say ‘NO’ to milkshakes and burgers. I’m going to lose 101lbs.
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