I am 5'6 and 299 lbs
I'm here because I want to lose weight I recently found out I'm touching 300 lbs and I refuse for that to happen.
I've been putting off losing weight because of the area I'm in. I keep on saying I have too much on my plate and it would be unethical for me to add loads on my plate.
I keep on complaining about how I should appreciate myself and how I look but I don't like myself or my body. I keep lying to myself about loving myself. I don't hate myself but I can't stand myself and I want to lose weight.
I don't take kindly to fat shaming because if anyone were in the position that I'm in you would want to be treated as an equal too.
Another reason I have been afraid to lose weight was because I am afraid of relapsing into my eating disorder. I have tendencies of binging and restricting. It starts off as me trying to diet healthily but then I begin to spiral off into the distance.
I want to lose 75 - 100 lbs. I want to learn to control my eating habits because exercising to me is easier than the dieting.
I hope to get to know all of you here and hopefully make some friends.
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