32 F, 5'4", SW 184, CW 135 GW 120. I don't really know what the point of this post is other than I just need to tell someone. Long story short, I've always loved the water but I've always felt insecure in swim suits, which made going to the pool or beach a bad time. I've been overweight/obese since I was about 15 and it's been my biggest insecurity. I always felt like people were staring at me thinking how gross I looked. I know people mostly just mind their own business (except for the occassional asshole) and nobody was actually thinking that, but I could just never stop feeling like they were. But yesterday was the first time I felt confident in my swimsuit. I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror in the changing room and ... I can't believe this, but I'm hot. I haven't just been dieting, I've been working out too and it shows. I'm sexy as hell. Now instead of wishing I was invisible, I want people to notice me. I'm so proud of myself for all the hard work I've done and I want people to look at the results. I've been noticing positive changes along the way, but this is just different. Maybe it's vain of me for this to be the thing that makes me the happiest, but if it is so be it. I feel great.
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