I‘m done. For once and for all. It‘s 3:49 am, I‘m lying on a bed in a beautiful hotel in a beautiful city, supposed to have had a beautiful day, enjoying the weather and treat myself with a good coffee and some fresh air. You know what I did instead? Ordered a huge pizza and some chocolate treats and overate for the millionth time. At midnight. Alone. My stomach hurts and I‘m so badly in pain that I can’t sleep, almost had to throw up and sitting on the toilet for half of the night... yup.
I don’t want this anymore. I won’t do this anymore. Never ever again. Thats it. That’s the lowest where I allow myself to get.
I want to enjoy my life, feel good about myself, my body and my health and not fighting against myself in the middle of the night without any necessity!!
This will be a turning point, I promise. Let god be my witness. Let this be your sign to stop hurting yourself. Join me for some radical life changes. From now on.
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source https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/o4ki0t/im_done_i_will_never_ever_overeat_again_period/
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