Hi guys! Well I'm not really looking for a pity party or for attention but I really wanted to come on here and get some things off my chest. I'm not sure what I'm looking for here to be honest.
I'm struggling. Big time. Today was particularly a bad day where I looked at my body in the mirror and had a breakdown. I am struggling with my body image.
I used to be 120 pounds overweight and was morbidly obese almost my entire teenage and early adulthood. I didn't take care of myself at all with anything. I had an abusive childhood and was even suicidal for some time. I ate to cope.
Fast forward many years and I'm in my late 20's now. Lost all the weight, saved up a ton of $ and had 2 plastic surgeries so far to remove and reconstruct my body (I had my boobs lifted with implants, arm lift, and my thighs done)
I just scheduled my last surgery to complete my plastic surgery journey for my skin removal, my tummy tuck. Then all my skin is GONE. I'll love my body now, right? Wrong.
I still feel like crap about my surgery scars and stretch marks, etc. My body is just all scarred up. Don't get me wrong, regardless of the plastic surgery scars I wanted the skin off. But I'm still just not really loving myself. I have stretch marks ALL over my thighs, my hips and stomach, my inner thighs, my big jiggly butt, etc. Plus my long surgery scars...It just sucks that I'll never have nice clear skin you know what I'm saying?
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