Hello!!!
I am trying to put all of my energy sharing this, because if I don’t I know the anxiety will just eat me up and I will hide forever but!!
I just wanted to share that I am doing my best to lose weight. It’s extremely difficult, I am a 23 yr old who weighs 213 lbs, and it’s a really bad feeling. I don’t think I’ve taken any photos or had any of my photos taken (when I’m by myself, if I’m in a group I can somehow hide my body hahaha) since I was 14-15 years old?? And it’s just a horrible horrible feeling. I really just want to love myself, and I know I shouldn’t use body weight to love myself, but I am still in the process to change that mentality.
My weight has constantly fluctuated, I actually went from 208 to 196 early this year, and school had me gaining weight to reach 213 (which is the highest I’ve ever been, and the highest I hope to be). And I think if I can lose that weight before I can do it again!!!
One day, I’ll be able to come back here and share to you all that I love myself and how I look, but for now, that is all I can say. I hope that you all have a wonderful day/night, and that we all get to the goals we set for ourselves!!
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source https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/p3xfav/im_going_to_do_my_best/
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