Something I have never thought that I would have to go through at a young age is my skin looking so fuxking saggy. The one thing I miss about being overweight was how smooth my skin was and proportional my shape was. I miss how elastic and just even everything was. I low key have thought about just throwing in the towel and going back to being fat to even out my skin. I didn’t think it would be this much of an issue but it’s severely taken a toll on my self image and mental state. I can’t take a picture without getting depressed. I can’t look at my new body with kindness I just view it with hate. I envy the fuck out of my peers who’s bodies weren’t destroyed by obesity. I fucking hate my new body and it’s not okay but it is my reality.
I wear oversized shirts, baggy pants, sweaters, and the color black to just hide my shape. I am so embarrassed of my body that I wouldn’t be intimate with anyone. I still don’t see any pride in loosing all that weight if what I got left with was a overly stretched tan trash bag.
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