Title.
No, I don’t want to go to your party.
No, I don’t want to go on your hiking trip.
No, I don’t want to date.
No one wants a lumbering fat dude around. I’ve done this song and dance, all it does is make me feel horrible about myself. I’ve lost over 20lbs in the last three months, while regaining old muscle and strength. But it’s not enough. I have no desire to do social activities until I objectively look good. Being the “fat friend” is horrible. I’m always the third wheel. I’m always the one outside the social circle. I’m always the one lagging behind on the bike ride- or whatever it is we’re doing.
So why bother anymore? I don’t. I’m working out seven days a week and my main priority is getting in shape. Everything else is secondary- that’s how bad I want this. Im tired of being the side character in my own life.
Anyone else ever feel this way?
Thanks for reading
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