I am struggling so much with my weight and I am exhausted from trying to change it. Nothing works, I work out but not enough, I count calories but then get depressed or forget. I want to punish myself for being such a disgusting pig. I was looking at laxatives recently and it’s so tempting. I’ve done it in the past but now I’m almost 30 and need to grow up. I miss never being stuffed, I miss not feeling bloated, I miss being skinny. I’m a female with a 40 BMI and I just can’t lose weight. I want to give up but I can’t, I just wish I could cut all the fat off with scissors. I’m so desperate but when I don’t get the results I want from diet and exercise I feel so overwhelmed. My depression makes it even harder, I can’t even cook anything I’m just too tired. I am so sorry if this isn’t appropriate, I am so exhausted and so sick of being fat I need help. I would do anything to lose weight fast, I just feel like I’m running out of options.
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