I've lost about 100 pounds in quarantine and now I'm scared and anxious to see my family or friends. I went from 265 to currently 163lbs - and I'm still trying to lose more, but I'm scared to even go outside. That could very well be that I was locked away for basically a year but I get so anxious whenever I do have to see anyone.
I was hoping people wouldn't comment on my weight but that's all they seem to talk when they see me. And it gets brought up every single time. I still don't know how to react and while they do mean it as a compliment it makes me feel utterly shitty because I now know what they thought of me when I was big.
I wish they'd treat me the same as they did. I hate being put in centre of attention. I'm getting to the point where I just want to be left completely alone so I wouldn't have to listen to the constant weight talk
Not to mention I only saw my family and couple of close friends and that already did a number on my mental health. I haven't even seen any other "friends" or people that knew how I used to look like. I don't use social media, I don't want to run into someone and get the same "what the hell, where's more of you?"
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