(18M) I’ve had a rough couple of weeks recently.
My 91 year old grandma was in the hospital with Covid but she’s out now
My mom was in the hospital for a scheduled operation but she relied on me for transport and taking care of her basic needs. However, that aspect ended about a week ago.
I only work on weekends so I can focus on school during the week but the stimulus check hit and everybody was at my work it seemed like.
It’s AP study season and I’m taking 3 exams this year.
Oh and to top it off my cat might have anything from a UTI to bladder cancer
It’s been... rough.
I feel exhausted from the moment I wake up until I go to bed. My back, which has some strength and postural issues but nothing crazy or extreme, is hurting a lot more and I just feel sluggish and disengaged.
I lost over 100 lbs over the quarantine. It changed my life! I’m so glad I did it but now I’m gaining back some of it. It’s not muscle, I haven’t been lifting, it’s fat. I think as of now I’ve gained about 8 to 10 pounds give or take. My face, while still slim (I think... and hope) is rounder, my chest is slightly softer and my belly is rounding (though surprisingly I can still fit in my pants). I keep telling myself I need to go for a run but every day I just feel so tired when I get home and I collapse and eat. I’m falling apart and I just want to get my life back on track. I’m in a body I don’t want living a sedentary lifestyle I don’t want to live and I already feel less confident and I want to conceal my body more. I’m burnt out! I take my multivitamin and drink my water (only water) but I can’t seem to find energy. I sleep, sometimes I sleep in but it’s never enough!!
I can’t go on like this. I am crying out for some help, please! I don’t want to feel like this anymore.
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