I’m so tired of myself. I’m so tired of falling into the same patterns. Here I am two months later, ready to “try again”. But I DON’T want there to be a try again anymore,
I want to try and that’s the end.
I feel gross in my own skin. I know it’s a little contradictory but yes, I do love myself, but as much as I think I can. And I’m tired of hearing and thinking I need to love myself now to love later. But I genuinely think I will love myself once I lose the weight. Literally every problem, every insecurity, every single breakdown I have had in my short 19 years of life has been about my weight.
My weight is killing myself and my body slowly. My brain is foggy, I lack the confidence to make friends, I don’t even think I can even look in the mirror without recognizing myself anymore. I have been fat my whole life but I still don’t see me.
How do I stop starting over and make it stick? I just want to live my life happy while I’m young before it’s too late
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