I forgot how much this subreddit feels like home.
Back in 2017/2018, I found out about this place and it was definitely one of my key motivators to help me change myself. I lost 80 lbs in 11 months, and that was awesome!
But I fell off that horse and gained back 60 lbs while at it. :( It's so funny, because right after losing and moving into my maintaining state, I always thought to myself "I'll never regain the weight, I am maintaining!" but really, slowly, I was just gaining it all back whilst thinking I was somehow invincible!
At this point, I've gotten past the self-pity and wallowing in it. I have nothing better to do with this lockdown in place, so why not work on myself and my health? I finally just stepped back onto the scale for the first time in months and was surprised...246. That's worse than I thought, but looking in the mirror I don't see myself looking as big as I did when I was initially 260. Weird how the brain works...
Anyway, I'm excited to be back, and very ready to make a permanent change this time.
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