Last summer I was in a friend’s pool with a couple of these girls. We were all rough housing in the water and I noticed the girls were trying to play rough with my friends and not me. After seeing how uncomfortable the girls got when I tried to initiate it with them, I just felt so embarrassed. I remember clear as day stumbling into the bathroom and looking at my big ass gut thinking I wouldn’t exactly feel myself up either... I never wanted to be in that situation ever again, it was horrible. I initially plateaued at 10 pounds for a month after that day and gave up. It wasn’t until February that I remembered that gut wrenching feeling of being repulsive that got me to go full force. I’ve dropped from 232 to 203 and I can fit a large t-shirt again. I can probably say it’s safe to believe I might even be at my goal weight of 180 by July.
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