The real reason I want to lose weight is so I can get a short hair cut and grow big muscles and become a man..

I’m currently a woman. 24, 90kg, 150cm, have lost 15kg so far. My goal weight is 53kg.

I want to get a short haircut and not look like an egg. I want to get big muscles so my height doesn’t make me look like a little kid if I start testosterone. I want a beard.

I want to be a man.

I want to be fit and healthy. I know it’s vain but I want to be handsome. That’s why I’m doing this.

I started antipsychotics 5 years ago and at that time I weighed 44kg.. but I was manic and unstable and was exercising 5+ hours a day and barely eating.

I want to do this right.

I just wanted to post this so in future I can look back on it, and maybe also over the coming months hold myself accountable.

Thanks for reading, you guys are great :)

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