I’ll be honest, I’m 49 but have always looked much younger. Since losing 70 pounds and firming up via Pilates, I’ve noticed that I’m starting to get looked at again, and I’m not sure how I feel about this. Like many women who gain weight, I am a victim of sexual abuse. The extra pounds made me feel “safe” in a strange and pretty unhealthy way, but now that protection is gone. Yes, I am in therapy and in a support group, as well. I thought I was ready for the for the unwanted looks, but I just ate a bag of microwave popcorn and can feel the anxiety envelope me.
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