Is there such thing as an eating disorder in a sense of you over eating? I have such an unhealthy relationship with food and my weight has been climbing rapidly for over a year now with quarantine and all the extra added stress...
I feel absolutely disgusted by myself and I just want to cry... today I weighed myself at 271lbs... this is the heaviest I’ve ever been
I feel like I’m stuck. Gyms aren’t really in my budget, I don’t have space at home, and my anxiety prevents me from going outdoors to work out in fear of being attacked in the streets (the worlds a scary place and I hate leaving on foot alone, I drive everywhere now due to the anxiety and panic being outside alone gives me) or fear of people seeing me work out so unfit...
I need someone to talk to and some advice I’m struggling badly and I can’t keep doing this...
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