I'm a 20 year old male,192cm (6ft2) , lost 30 kg (66p), starting weight was 110kg (242p) 2.5 years ago current weight is 80kg (176 pounds).
My body fat distribution to put it bluntly is shit, I'm about to break out in tears, simply knowing that I had no chance of looking good and feeling better about myself in the first place...
My forehead and temples are hallowed you can even see where the bone starts and ends, my eye sockets are like those of a 4% bodybuilder on competition day, and the part I hate most is my Hallow bug-like eyelids(they have 0 fat on them, so I end up with 3-4 eyelid layers on each eye, like a 70-year-old woman... ), which isn't helped by my very weak almost non-existent brow bone...
And other than my face, I store fat like a female for the most part.. in my butt, chest and lower body in general, and oh boy isn't it motivating to know, that your chest fat isn't actually all fat but you also have gyno? which means I will never feel comfortable in a shirt, ever ...
I'm barely holding myself form going back to binge eating at this point, like what's the point if I look worst than I started, and I'm sick of people around me already telling me how gaunt my eyes look... I don't even "feel" better after losing the fat, I feel the same, just able to fit on the toilet seat a bit better I guess...
I'm glad to know that I will never be able to cut low enough to have abs...😅
And to think of all the hungry nights I spent and all will power I put into this, just to get nothing...
I don't have access to my phone right now but, it's like this picture... and I'm a 19-year-old male..., even my father told me to gain back some weight because I look sickly...
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