Hello friends. I'm back up to almost 280lbs. Where I was two years ago. I gained all 75 pounds back. It's been almost a year since I started steadily gaining my weight back. I'm not sure where it all went wrong. Probably all the "cheat meals". It doesn't really matter now.
This time has to be different. Last week, I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. The week before, we finally started treatment on my unspecified autoimmune disease. My body can't take the abuse that I've been putting it through and I know it.
It's been so easy to ignore my body in the mirror. If I don't look at my dimpled thighs, I can eat some more junk, right? It hurts to see what I've done.
Getting back on track is scary. I am having surgery Friday to take out half of my thyroid, and I'm more afraid of having to care about my body again.
I guess this is an accountability post, I'll be starting Friday morning.
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