This is probably a weird thing to post here (?) but this is kind of a last resort for me.
I really want to lose weight. It's something I've wanted my entire life.
I am 14 years old. I'm about 4'11, and about 170 lbs.
I don't expect to be a stick, my family in general is more on the chubbier side, but I want to break out of that. I'm not happy with how I look. I HATE how I look. I go out of my way to get out of pictures because of this. I just really hate my appearance, and it's literally only because I feel fat.
I want to be an average or healthy weight. I just wanna feel nice about myself for once. So for my age/height that would be about 50 pounds? I wanna lose weight as fast as possible, i am trying to turn my life around and i'm even planning to transfer schools for a real fresh start. (Although I'm not trying to be unhealthy about it...)
But I came here because I feel stuck. I don't think a lot of people are in this situation and I don't know what to do so I came here.
I currently attend highschool in new york. I live in new jersey.
Yes, that's illegal. Yadda yadda. its for a better education, and my parents are in a tricky situation, so that's what im dealing with rn.
So a quick rundown of my typical weekday:
5:45 am, I wake up. i get ready for school, my mom drives me to the gwb where i get out and go into a passenger car that will take me across the bridge (will probably have to take the bus in 2020 because of the carpool discount removal...)
6:30 ish im in a passenger car and will get dropped off near the gwb bus terminal. i take the nearby subway to get to my school which is abt 3 stops away express.
get to school around 7 am. theres a checkers (not open in the morning) 2 delis and a subway, with more junk food nearby. you can probably guess how i gained more and more weight. i dont eat breakfast at home, so ofc i get hungry by this hour. this usually results in an egg and cheese on a roll. im not buying so much of those anymore...
school starts at 8 am, i use the hour gap to do homework.
8:00am-2:26 pm is school
my lunch period is 7th period. I usually dont eat, but when theres chicken popcorn or stuff like that i seem to go for it. hate that.
and of course, after school im hungry, and it takes me a while to get home. im starting to get better but sometimes i seriously need something in my stomach. water stops working.
so i would sometimes eat at the delis, checkers, or mcdonalds. sucks. the calories add up. im fat.
after this, i take the subway back to the terminal, and pay $2 for a ticket to get across the bridge, get there around the time my mom gets out of work and so i go home from there.
it probably sounds stupid but this process is kind of draining. on top of school, im usually wiped by the time i get home. its not the walking, either, i actually can walk a lot w/o minding. i get home, eat a meal, which is usually rice with a kind of meat or carbs, and then walk my dog. then i have to do work which takes me a while.. and i end up not really having the strength or energy to exercise. i know something will have to change. i want to feel better. i just need help figuring out something that is manageable.
2 things that i dont think matter at all but am still gonna mention just in case ?? i have gym 2-3 times a week (and it actually is a lot, even for the fit kids pffft) and i am taking methimazole pills now? altho i dont think thatll affect me tbh
anyways, i just really need help figuring myself out. i wanna lose weight. please and thank you.
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