The last time I had a slightly positive emotion while being in a swimsuit was 4 years ago, at the height of my eating disorder, where I was the thinnest I had ever been through my teen and adult life.
Today I wore a swimsuit, and before going to the pool I was already telling myself I was fat and bloated. I walked past a full length mirror, and I was actually proud of how I looked. Even though the number on the scale isn’t remotely what I’d like, the stomach definition and leg definition were there, and the swimsuit I was wearing was too big and recent purchase.
It was nice to feel proud of myself and see the results.
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