So long story short I used to be real big (360lbs) lost a lot of weight and got down to 235lbs and felt amazing. Then for some reasons I can't pinpoint, decided to ditch everything that made me get to that point and put back on almost all that weight again. Tonight I was at a happy hour with work and had a co worker who I have never liked say the following.
Wow remember that one time you lost all that weight?
You should throw all those skinny clothes away
Love the spandex smediums shirts you have
You are more fun fat.
I'm livid, not at him for being a dick, but for me for making his words true. I've hit a car and a door tonight and all I have is a sore hand. Not sure why I posted this, but I'm a mixed of lost, hurt, and angry from such a deep dark place I dont know how to process it.
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