In 2017, when I started losing weight for the first time I told myself I wouldn’t be one of those people who gained it all back. Spoiler alert. I did and and extra 30lbs. While I never hit my goal weight, I did get close to onderland and was about 30lbs from my first goal. I now currently sit at my highest ever weight after starting a desk job where I am expected to be working for 8 hours a day. It is stressful and all I want to do when I get home is eat every delicious thing in sight and make myself feel better. It is my fault for letting myself get like this. I am taking full responsibility for my poor stress management coping mechanisms and my lack of self control/motivation.
About 5 months ago, I told myself that I needed to get back on track after gaining the first 40 pounds. My jeans we tight, my shirts felt shorter and started to show my dreaded belly. In those 5 months, I have gained another 50lbs. What the hell is wrong with me?
Today is day 1. Again. If I want to live a full life, I need to change. I need to be held accountable table for my actions and that’s why I have turned to this sub for help.
While I am sad that it has come to this, I am hopeful for my future and I am ready to change. If anyone would like to join along, I am totally down for some friends and would love to build a support system, which I do not currently have in my life. Thank you for taking the time to read this :)
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