My boyfriend is the most supportive man I’ve ever met. He loves me no matter what my size, and I know this. Loving myself is the hard part. I’ve gained a significant amount of weight. I see it. No one else will admit they do, especially him. He says I’m just as beautiful as when he met me, which I was about 4 sizes smaller then. I barely let him touch me anymore because I feel so gross in my own skin. When we do have intimate moments I can’t enjoy them because I worry about what my body looks like in the position I’m in. He acts like it doesn’t bother him and he just wants me to be happy with myself, but I know it’s not fair to him that I’m feeling the way I am and taking it out on him and our relationship. I just cried during sex, and it made me realize I need to make changes. I’ve lost 50 pounds before, I know what I need to do, but I haven’t been doing it. I can’t be upset when I’m the one doing this to my body. This moment made me realize I need to lose weight not just for myself, but for this amazing man that loves me no matter what. He deserves the confident woman he fell in love with. Words of encouragement would be welcomed as I try to get back the motivation I once had. ❤️
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