22F, 5’4 , SW: 135 CW: 112 GW: 108
During the pandemic I had gained a lot of weight. When I went on a family trip with my boyfriends family, his mom (60 and very fit) had called me fat at a dinner table in front of a loooott of people. It absolutely destroyed me. The nasty comments continued but in a more personal sense, not in front of others. For months after that I was just very depressed, but finally in late april this year I decided to fix it. Between work and school I was exhausted but still forced myself to find time to workout. I dropped a lot of the weight and now weight less than I did in high school and have more muscle which is nice. But I’m plateauing so close to my goal weight and it seems harder to maintain the 6 day intense workouts I was doing. I’m down to working out 3 days a week, I quit my job and am just studying but my energy has just plummeted, especially after workouts. Im not sure what to do and honestly i feel like I will never see myself as fit again after the very public shaming my boyfriends mom did to me. It was mortifying and I can’t see myself the same since, no matter how much weight i drop.
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