I’m 22F, 168cm (5’6) tall and my current weight is 98kg (216lb). I’ve tried so many times to lose weight but I haven’t been in my ideal weight since I was a kid. Growing up I was always taller and a bit chubbier than most of my friends, nothing some puberty couldn’t fix. I thought it would just go away but every year I just kept gaining weight. I remember the first time I realized I has too big, my mom had weighed herself and then I did the same. I was about 12 years old? 13 maybe and I was already heavier than my 40y/o mom. I think around that time I used to weight 70kg.
When I hit 90 I just thought i was meant to be overweight forever. By the end of 2018 I had my first heartbreak, I felt sad and lonely all the time. I started 2019 with no love for myself. I went up to 107kg, the heaviest I’ve ever been.
I had tried so many times in the past to lose weight. My mom used to take me to see nutritionists, put me on diets, judge what I was eating etc. I mean, she was worried about me but still... So after a summer where all my pictures looked super bad I was like “enough is enough, I’m going to do it cuz I hate the way I look” I started going to the gym AGAIN. 5 times a week, writing down everything I ate to count calories. In 2 months I lost 10kg!
Many things happened since and I’ve been stuck in the same 97~98kg. So I’ve decided that this time I’m not going to stop after -10kg.
My goal weight is 60~65kg, Meaning I have to lose ~35kg. I feel good about it. Weighted myself last week and even though my weight is still 98kg, the computer showed I gained water weight and lost body fat %. If you read all of this I appreciate you so much, this means a lot. I’ll do it this time, take it all the way down. I’ll succeed.
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