After my first year of college I gained 52 pounds. It didn't feel like I was gaining weight I just kinda did. When I found out I was 215 pounds, I looked in the mirror and I realized, I looked fat. This was a wake -up call for me and I decided I was going to try to lose weight. I'm still not sure if it's healthy for someone to try to lose weight for appearance over health, but I did. I walked 30-60 minutes a day and calorie counted for months. I dropped 40 pounds down to 175. I felt really good about that, and I thought I looked good. Not great, but good. Then, I kinda never reached my goal of 165. Lately, I've been trying. Grinding like I did when I started. Calorie counting. Walking. The whole thing. I've been doing this for months and have lost no weight. I am 182 and fed up. Why do I even bother, if it seems I'll never get there. Why do I have to put up with being hungry all the time if I don't even like the way I look. The way I see it I have two choices: Be slightly overweight and permanently unhappy with what I get to eat, or eat whatever I want and be really overweight. Honestly, at this point I've just lost all motivation. When I tried to google this roadblock, I saw a reddit post that said "losing weight is being hungry" or something. This sounds like pure agony. I just want to eat when I want. I guess I'm looking for advice. Idk. Any motivation would be appreciated.
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