In an optimistic way. I've been trying to lose weight for a while now and have been struggling immensely. It hurts, food consumes me, and it's one addiction I just haven't been able to break. I've felt so empty without food.
Well after having another unsuccessful day, I saw my crush and they told me they were seeing a "friend" they had been chatting with from another country in person. It was clear they were more than friends. My crush told me about all of the things they had been talking about together and how exciting it was they had these shared interests. Every single one was a passion of mine, that my crush had never been interested in talking to me about.
Then I realized the difference. This "friend" wasn't fat. They weren't overweight. They were good looking. It just crushed me.
Change starts now, not tomorrow, not in a week. I don't like feeling like this. I used to feel empty if I didn't eat; but now I just feel empty anyway, even when I do eat. There's just no reason to do it anymore. I don't want to feel like this.
Sorry. I know this seems self conceited. I just had to share somewhere.
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