Hi so I’m m17 226 lb. I went to gym for like a couple of days a couple of years back but I hated it but it was more like I was forced to go. A couple of days ago I was like fuck it I’ve lost 25 lb in 4 -5 months via diet I need to continue before I start Uni. I’m socially anxious major cause being in unfit. I read from so many places no one cares but I always considered Reddit to be a community of some of the better half so I was afraid what the reality might be.
Well I went to the gym at 6 AM today and loved it I’m unfit so couldn’t push myself much only did 20-20-20 (minutes)treadmill cycle and epilator I know it isn’t a lot but it was a good workout for me. I absolutely LOVED it except for 2 things which sucked ass but they were because of me
I forgot to pay my phone bill so couldn’t listen to my music except for one song on repeat for an hour.
I forgot to bring a towel not only for myself but so I can clean the machine when I done with it(dw I was super careful not to cause a lot of mess luckily they had a separate cloth you could use to clean everything up.)
To all in similar situation and socially anxious I called my gym and asked which time is of least traffic this isn’t a 24/7 gym so I go in early only a couple of people are there and even when it’s relatively crowded no one gives a flying fuck. I am not taking shots at anyone but I noticed everyone is doing their own thing and even eye contact is rare,during free time everyone is just looking at themselves in the mirror or something but that’s nothing special because everyone is their to become /maintain their fitness. (I do admit I caught myself looking at people on machines beside me who were doing much better but it was more of holy fuck this guys good I wonder how long it’ll take me to reach that level well let’s try to level things up and speed up )but that’s about it. So yeah that’s my story hopefully after 6 months or so I can post a positive story for you guys.
(Ps I was about to post this in r/fitness but wasn’t able to if someone can point out why I’d be eternally grateful)
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