I was with a group of friends last night and we went to take a group photo.
I saw the photo and I’m almost double the size of all of the other girls.
I’ve been losing weight and thought I looked somewhat okay. I’ve lost around 18lbs since February (though April and May I was more maintaining because of social events), and thought I finally looked okay-ish.
I just felt like crying and I couldn’t enjoy the night after seeing the photo, and I couldn’t enjoy the rest of the night. I kept thinking about the calories in my drink and how much I’d already had to eat and that I’d have to skip dinner to craw back the calories. My starting weight was 179.7lbs and I’m currently 161.1, and my goal weight is 121 (I’m 5 foot 2 inches) and it just feels impossible.
Sorry for the rant, I just feel like shit.
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