I have been training harder than I ever have for these last 200 days. I’ve worked my way up from barely running a mile to running daily 10ks in under an hour. I’ve built healthy habits and can eat 1800 calories a day and force myself not to binge. I haven’t had fast food or fried foods or soda in months. I can do pull ups even though I’m obese and I can squat more than I weigh. I am very proud of myself
But I’ve only lost 7-10 pounds in 8 months. I went to the doctor to get my blood work done and my liver enzymes are even higher than last time I went in. I get poor sleep because I’m always hungry. I’ve had to leave a physically demanding job due to poor work performance because I’m always tired from working out all day. I’m failing classes because I either sleep through them or can’t focus when I’m in class or studying.
I see all these success stories and I’m determined to lose the weight. I don’t care anymore, If I can run 8 miles everyday I can push it to 20 if I have to. I’m not going to stop until the laws of thermodynamics dictate that my body eats itself to survive!
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