Today two people remarked that I have gained weight.
And it stung a little, but I’m more determined than ever.
I have been losing and gaining weight since I was probably 13 or so.
At one point I was just a round face.
At one point, I lost so much weight I was just skin and bones.
Now, I’m 20 and ballooning again.
5”5. 160. College and the pandemic have really messed me up. Depression and other health problems too. I tried to stop binging and being so immobile but I couldn’t handle it.
I eat food to fill this gaping hole inside... and to help me sleep.
If anyone has any tips, I’d love to hear them! I think I need a community, maybe a discord?
Over break, I’m planning on restarting. But it’s hard because I keep saying “I’m already fat so it doesn’t matter if I gain some more if I’m planning on losing it.”
Let’s do it. I have maybe two and a half months to lose 30 lbs.
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