Hey everyone. I’ve gained 20 kilos really suddenly in just a few months due to medication, and then I have had to deal with bulimia. This has been very traumatic, and I’m doing better, eating healthy and indulging in some sweets every now and then.
However I have not lost a lot of weight because of the bulimia.
I have not changed my pictures on tinder, and even the recent ones I have edited heavily, because I was hoping this body I don’t recognize would only be temporary. I’m very ashamed of my appearance. I know I have a killer personality but I also know the first impression is hard to shake off. Anyway I have a date tomorrow but I know the girl will be disappointed when she sees me because I don’t look like my pictures anymore.
I know it’s dishonest of me, and even if I tell her in advance that I have gained a bit of weight due to lockdown (which isn’t even the case cuz the weight gain was before), I know it’s going to be disappointing for her.
I know I should change my pictures but I hate my face. I have a triple chin and chubby cheeks and I’m not even pretty at all. I just hate it. I’m ashamed to even go on a date because I’m anticipating her disappointment and it’s already off to a bad start.
I know there’s nothing wrong with chubby cheeks and double chins, but I hate it on myself. I just hate it.
Anyone can relate? Do you have any advice for me?
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