I’m posting because I’m new here, and I’m actually feeling really down about my weight. Today I went to go buy clothes from target and couldn’t because they don’t have clothes that fit me. This was absolutely devastating to me.
I’ve spent my entire adult life in the Army always about 175 lbs at 5’10”. I have always been in pretty good shape. Then last year I got cancer, and my oncologist put me on what I can imagine is all of the steroids possible. I wound up gaining a bunch of weight. I got up to 265 lbs. The chemotherapy treatment severely screwed up my nerves in my arms and legs and I was force retired from the Army. I’m now gaining weight and I cannot lose weight. I’m trying everything I can possibly think of. I’m borderline stroke with my blood pressure, I’m just not doing good and I can’t seem to lose weight.
I survived cancer, but now my body is dying from being obese. I’m just so damn depressed about it. Idk what to do. I thought going back to school would help and it’s not. I thought getting a new job would help and it’s not. I feel like I’m setting a terrible example for my son. I have never hated myself as much as I do now.
Thanks for hearing me out y’all I appreciate it.
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