Hey y'all. I have the need to share some of my thoughts right now. So I just gratuated from my masters degree and I have started seeking my next step. Due to the pandemic situation my plan was to find a position that will start after March.
I was also thinking that I could take advantage the time until March to focus on my physical health. Since March I have gained more than 10 kg and I am now at my heaviest, above 140kg. I am so ashamed and disgusted of myself.
While browsing linkedin a few hours before, I found the perfect job for me, I can't explain how of a perfect fit is is. The only problem? It is expected to start on January. And I am now considering applying to the job of my dreams or not, because I don't want to present myself to the possible employer in this condition. Without eating much, I will be able to lose only about 5 kg by then. I know I am perfectly competent for the job, but I really don't want to meet new people, at my current weight. My clothes don't even fit anymore. I was also thinking of starting therapy to work on my self image, but I know that starting a new job will be an excuse to avoid it, as always.
Sorry for the rant guys, it's just some thoughts I wanted to express.
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