Hey guys.
I’m 5 foot and about 190 pounds. Pretty heavy, but not morbid. I want to lose the weight so desperately, but for some reason I have zero motivation. I complain all the time, I cry about it... but I won’t change it.
I thought when they said I was pre diabetic, that would make it click. I thought when my mom said it could affect my chance of having kids (my biggest fear), it would click. I thought breaking up with my boyfriend and realizing other guys want skinnier girls, it would click. I thought realizing I’m basically dying walking across campus, it would click. Nothing is working.
I’ve been skinny my entire life. And then I met my boyfriend. In the 2 years we dated I went from 110 to 200, and I’ve been binge eating like crazy. That’s my biggest problem- I can not stop myself from binge eating. But anyway, I feel ap much more confident and my quality is life is way better when I’m skinny. Why doesn’t that make me want it?
I’m so depressed, and I don’t if it’s because of my weight or if it’s because of my depression that I don’t give a shit about my weight.
What made it click for you guys? What can I do? I want to be healthy. Does anyone relate to this? Did anyone overcome it?
Thanks in advance.
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