I have gained back 55 lbs after reaching my lowest in January. I feel like a complete failure. All that progress I had made and I just ruined it in 8 months. It’s like I can’t get my brain to stop eating. I know that doesn’t make sense. I am the one that is eating, but I’m not sure how to describe it. It’s like I’m not in control anymore. It’s like I’m addicted to food. I am not an emotional person, but it finally just all hit me how far I had fallen and I just burst into tears. Sorry I’m not completely sure what this post is: venting, hoping to find out if someone has similar experiences, a cry for help? I’m not sure. All I know is that I’m desperate to get back to where I once was. I hate the person I am now.
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