I’ve been consistent for a month and it’s physically tolling and it’s emotionally tolling. My body hurts every single and I’m just so tired. I don’t like working out I’m not going to lie but I know I have too if I want to be my best self. I’ve lost 14 pounds with about 60 more to go. I know I can do it I know I will do it but it’s boring lol. When I get to my goal weight I promise I will not ballon back up. I will maintain I’m not going through this again I don’t care. My reason for getting in shape was a woman but she’s acting different and I just don’t care any more so forget it. I’m glad she sparked the motivation though. I’m working to hard and being to discipline for this to solely be about woman this about self love and being my best. Last time I was skinny I didn’t even want to date I was just hooking up. Mentally I’m not in the space any more when I get in shape I’m going to just enjoy life and look for authentic connections and stay active.
I do feel peace about myself because I’m trying and giving it 100% even the days I’m so tired I’ll go to gym and walk for 30 minutes. This is my new lifestyle and I know it will pay off greatly.
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