I am now the heaviest I've ever been. I knew it. I didn't want to weigh myself. Lately my back hurts when I stand for more than 3 minutes. Literally walking around the store is difficult now. At around 325/330 lbs I was going for 1.5 long walks around my neighborhood and now I can't stand in my kitchen without being in pain.
Crying over my weight seems so stupid, but here I am, crying. I don't know why I'm posting, except that I'm sad. I'm tired of feeling ugly (although I know I'm really not) and unworthy because of my body. I'm 27. I should be going out and living and instead I hide. I feel like I've betrayed myself and lost so many years of comfort and happiness. My body has stopped me from pursuing relationships, adventures, dreams...I'm so tired of it all.
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