I’m 20 years old black female, around 320 pounds and I’m scared shitless. I just read a post about how someone my age had a stroke and was permanently disabled. I don’t have insurance right not because of covid and I live in America, and I’m a college student so I can’t afford a huge bill rn. Everyday I’m seeing that my body is no longer okay but it’s not like an outfit I can zip out of. I’m scared that if I start this journey I’m going to just get permanently injured in the process. I’m scared about how hard this will be, and if I’ll have the willpower. I’m scared of the end result with a bunch of saggy skin hanging on my body at 20 years old. But I’m also tired of hating what I see in the mirror, not being able to do the things normal 20 year olds are supposed to be able to do. I don’t know- I feel stuck.
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