Haven’t changed my stats but it doesn’t matter much, I’m 5’5 and 147lbs, down 24lbs from 171 since April.
Recently I’ve noticed that I’m obsessed with myself and my image to the point where I just spent and hour looking at recent pictures of myself. I either think that I’m still not skinny enough or I just zone out and stare at how different I am. I can’t recognise myself at all and I have no idea how other people perceive me even though I’ve been complimented recently. I really think I look the same: same body shape just a little bit smaller with a lot left to lose.
I spent two hours last night rearranging my tinder bio and wondering what strangers think of me. I can’t go out without makeup on now because I feel like I have to appear a certain way and if I don’t look feminine enough I’ll be ugly and people will judge me. I know part of this is because I’m young and I use social media a lot but I really want to unlearn it. I think about how normal people live without counting calories or looking in the mirror every morning and I’m so jealous!!
I don’t want to be obsessed with myself or spend hours having my friends take pictures of me, it feels selfish and I’ve become this weird narcissist who just looks at her old Instagram posts for an hour before bed each day.
Has anyone else experienced this? And how do I focus less on self image and aesthetics and be happy with my progress?
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